Gee...is my anxiety disorder THAT noticeable???  

 I've been taking meds for this for years!!!  

  Maybe it's time to up the dose...
As far as my employer goes, I work for a great company, and we're like family around here, so I know my job will be here.  Plus, there's quite a bit I can do from home, and when I need to, I can come in for a couple of hours if I need to put my hands of a file.  Oh, did I mention we have a nap room?  No, really, I'm not kidding...although somethimes you have to fight the owner for it... 
 
 
And you'd think I wouldn't be so afraid of pain, but I am...I've had three BIG, HEALTHY babies...the last one was 9.5 pounds.  I remember when I was pregnant, during an "exam", as I'm squirming, and saying "OUCH!!!", the doctor looks at me and says, straight-faced, "How'd you ever hold still long enough to get pregnant?"  I said, equally straight-faced, "Well, THAT part didn't HURT!!!"  
 
Time to go pick up kids...
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				36 year old mom of 7 in SC.
MRI 4/2008 shows bulging disc with annular tear @ 4/L5 and and complete herniation at L5/S1. 
9/11/08 Laminectomy , successful to a point...relieved nerve pain, but after 4 months was still having severe disc pain. 
Treatments tried: epidural shots, oral pain killers, NSAID's,  TENS massage, chiropractic care, deep tissue massage. Oh, and plenty of our homemade wine! 
 
May 26 2009, 2 level ADR, L4-S1, Dr. Bertagnoli, Straubing, Germany