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I told my husband if I don't have a painful disc, that means there is probably nothing I can do about the pain and I would rather die than live like this.
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Runner, I know you probably don't mean this literally--more of an expression about your situation, right? I would stress this feeling to your surgeon and if you do have any "dark" feelings, please share them with someone you love (like you did with your husband) and/or seek out a professional to share such feelings with. Sorry, not trying to point this out but I've been trained to take language like this (even if it is in "passing" or in a "joking" manner) serious.
You will not be in pain forever and you will be able to do something about it. 
However, it is taking much, much longer than you want it too. You will find relief soon...I truly feel that in my gut, as you are turning every rock.
BTW...I am sorry about your necklace.