[Maria]

Kc,
I think you really did bond with the pup in a special way and she you although while you are stuck in the mental realm of a human's emotions/feelings Little Bit is probably living in the moment and adapting to the new owner pretty well in her puphood glory. Not that she wouldn't love being w/you again tho I'm sure she's doing well where she is now.

Seems to me you did what you thought would be right considering your condition when doing badly and with possible upcoming surgical plans so I think you're just missing the love that you felt~ the connection.

It could be your meds, could be your emotions, could be both plus that the puppy was just a total little bundle of love and anybody would miss her like that!

Hang in there. You'll feel ok about it soon enough I'm sure..