I felt pretty good yesterday and started to have the "do I really need to do this" thoughts. Thankfully, I feel pretty bad now! The questions are gone.
This is harder than I thought. I posted about Diane's poignant moments with Zoey the night before we left for her surgery here:
http://www.ispine.org/forum/surgical...gery-blog.html. I'm feeling that way too... I don't know what the future brings and feel kind of like I'm saying good-bye to everyone.
I got to see a local doc under my new HMO on Thursday and he agreed to do my follow-up. I have no idea what the insurance ramifications are. I have no out of network coverage and hope that follow-up won't be a problem. I tried to reach my GP and let him know what was going on, but never heard back from him. (Although he's been great at getting the things I needed done!)
Gotta run... Zoey's 2nd b-day party starting now. More later,
Mark