Hiya
thank you so much for your lovely replies!
So sorry I've taken so long I've had a ton of problems with my back
I'm in a bit of a glazed overpaid in all honesty, I feel completely numb and I think my mind is prepping me for something wrong with my back (I will explain in another thread as its another subject) so it's all hazy mostly. Bit depressed yes, of course, but I just can't feel much emotionally. Having a rubbish time with family and also "friends" ;(
I'll make a new thread in the other topic
x