Jarrod WHAT DALE SAID
I see you wrote your last entry late at night. Things for me do seem worse at that time also.
On the day before you still had some hope. You can't do this alone right now. you need help and can get it. When i first realized i was far far depressed, i called and made an appointment with my primary care doctor, i told the scheduler what the reason for the visit was and i remember how nice she got and helpful. I had an HMO and they even offered me an appointment in an hour or less. My doctor was wonderful too and i started on meds. that day. They are not instant by any means, but you will know you are getting help. Don't give up you have to do the opposite and fight. you are young and can do this. As one of my doctors has told me go out and be your own general. Research and get the help you need.
First though, what Dale said, get on antidepressants today and let us know that you have. I was in tears reading your last entry. Please, we really do care about you
judy
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2007 ACDF 4-7
2008 hip , knee scope, hip replacement
2009 thoracic T-5 thru T-11fusion
2009 VATS T7-8, posterior only T11-12. removal of thoracic hard wear
2010 lung surgery
2010 T2-L2 kyphosis correction
2010 Kyphoplasty T-3, T-4
2011 Cervical osteotomy ,revision C4-T5
2011 Foot surgery
2011 Revision fusion T7 thru L4/laminectomy
2012 Hammertoe correction left foot
2012 Revision fusion T-12 thru L5
2012 Revision fusion L4-L5
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