yeh I found a massage therapist who massages australian cricket team. I realized most doctors cannot help. the pain management doctor told me to get the iliopsoas out of my head and stuff. I recon these doctors are in the hands of pharmaceutics companys. should watch a video called making a killing. Doctors can be made very rich if they prescribe. most just wanna drug you lol its a sad world sometimes and i feel sorry for people who never find out what they have.
I now have to quit maryjane as i took it up heavily in this last 5 months lmao. but i tell you thc is the key to pain and mental relief. only problem is I think the toxins from the weed may not help. I do not condone smoking or anything like that but if no one believes your in pain and it is hurting your feelings. the best cure is a big reefa to relax ur mind. some people get paranoid which wouldnt help much I guess. but because I am hypo and energetic(people like me cant sit still for long) so when there injured it effects them greatly because they like being very active.
Im not afraid to admit my life was changing cos of pain. I started being a horticulturist with many plants and species in my bak yard lol. I found a new relaxing life (Bonsais and reefas)
I even have a vege patch that will feed me for a year haha.
So I have learnt alot in the 5 month journey. people dont believe what they can't see, i have lost a lot of dickhead friends and kept the best friends who were by my side. half my family dont talk to me now cos they recon im a bludger and there is nothing wrong (my uncle hit me with a newspaper lol) ect.
this made me realise never listen to anyone else unless they show they care. otherwise they just hurt you more or piss u off. I think the solution is never say you have back pain lol. people just think its like there pain they had for 5 minutes ago for 1 hour cos they were bent over wrong. real pain can destroy your central nervous system and you need to work things out.
Kind regards magrego