[Maria]

Yesterday I was semi sitting quite a bit to try and work on CEU's for RN,NP license as I keep it active even if it's been 7 years since I worked. Am hoping surgery would allow me to return to work.

Anyway, back to symtpoms, sat too much and today I'm in agonizing pain walking the dog~ tailbone pain is really bad, as is low back. Have bunches of errands to run so will take my usual dose of Methadone and hope for the best.

Perhaps my withdrawl pain is creeping up or popping in on me~ whatever it is, it's what has had me convinced that my back isn't truly better but just in a short type of remission for whatever reason.

Maybe so I got to enjoy life a bit before biting the bullet...